Feeling unwell

Even though I woke up feeling fine this morning, throughout the day my energy levels are rapidly depleting and I just dont feel very well at all. I am feeling tired and drained, even though I havent been very busy and I feel nauseous too.

I have been getting hot and cold flushes also, which suggests I probably have a touch of a stomach bug or some other virus. Fingers crossed it will pass quickly and I will be back to my usual energetic and bubbly self before I know it.

I feel terrible as I know that I am not very good company for my poor boyfriend but for the the time being I just need to look after myself. Which means having a rest day and letting my body recover from whatever I have. 

A big night

Firstly, I want to apologise for ony writing one post yesterday. I always try to post at least 3 times per day but I just didn't have a chance yesterday. My friend came to visit me yesterday, which was so nice as we haven't caught up in ages. By the time she left, I ony had enough time to quickly get ready and then it was time to leave. I got a lift there with my brother and it was a really good night. I really enjoyed myself and had a great time.

I didn't go to bed until 2:30 or so though and drank way too much so I am feeling exhausted and quite sick today. I dont drink very often at all, in fact I haven't had an alcoholic drink since November last year but occasionally I like to go out and have a few drinks. I will have to remember not to have quite so much next time though as I really don't feel great today.

I am going to be honest with you all and say that I have not been able to eat my usualy intake today as I just am not well enough to do it but tomorrow I kow that I will be back to eating my proper amount. I suppose not being able to eat properly today is a good indication that I did drink way to much last night. While I am feeling a little stupid for doing it now, I know that I just have to learn from my mistakes and not do it again.

I am also sorry that I have not been replying to emails or comments over the last couple of days. I will try my hardest to get through them all and reply over the next few days. I hope that everyone has had a great weekend! :)

Feeling tired and unwell

My stomach has been in a knot all day and I cant work out whether it is because I am feeling so anxious about what has been going on with my mum, or if I actually have some type of virus that is making me sick. I desparately hope that it is only anxiety but I have a really bad feeling that it could be a stomach bug as there are quite a few going aroound at the moment. Getting a stomach bug is one of my greatest fears and for a number of reasons.

Firstly, ever since I made my self sick back whilst my anorexia was developing back in 2012 I have hated the though of vomiting. I realise that nobody likes vomiting but since putting myself through so much pain whilst purging, I am now terrified of vomiting. Also I am really scared of not being able to eat my normal amounts of food and also the possibility of me losing weight.

When I got these types of viruses as a child I would always get really sick, being unable to hold any food or water down for days and days. I would always lose 3 or 4 kilograms everytime I got sick annd I worry that if I got sick again now, the same thing would happen which would mean a lot of the good I have done in the recent past would be all be undone.

I just desperately hope that Iam overreacting and that my sick feeling soon passes. Unfortunately I have to work all weekend at the supermarket, so I wont even get a chance to rest a lot. I shouldn't complain though as Ireally do need the money. My plan is to get a good nights sleep tonight an dto hopefully wake up tomorrow feeling as right as rain.

I hope that everyone has a fantastic weekend.

Feeling unwell

Eating is something I generally really enjoy doing and I now look forward to eating most of my meals. The only time I feel as though I don't want to eat is when I am feeling genuinely sick or unwell. This morning I had terrible stomach pains at morning tea time but I knew I still had to eat a chocolate muffin and a Strawberry Up and Go meal supplement drink. The cramping pains I was having were awful and I obviously had no appetite at all but I still made sure I finished my entire morning Tea, even though it was making me feel even worse.

When normal people are feeling sick or unwell, they do not need to force themselves to eat if they don't feel like it but unfortunately you do not have this luxury when you are recovering from anorexia. To me, not sticking to my meal plan or consuming my calorie goal each day means I have not been stonger than my anorexia and I have not provided my body with the energy it needs and deserves. 

I really hope that I am not getting a stomach bug (gastro) as I would feel extremely anxious about not being able to eat my normal amount. I haven't been sick with gastro since I got anorexia but it is something I am really scared of. Whenever I got sick when I was a kid I would vomit for 3 or 4 days straight, be unable to eat or drink anything and would lose a significant amount of weight. Fingers crossed It is just something that quickly passes and not a bad virus. I don't feel up to doing much today so I plan to just spend the day resting, eating all my meals and watching tv with Amy. 

Has anyone else ever had a really bad virus or gastro while they were trying to recover from anorexia? How did you cope with not being able to eat your usual amount? I found some information online that I thought could be helpful to some of you if you ever get sick. I don't feel so sick at the moment that I can't eat normal food, but if I ever do feel like this I would try my hardest to eat the following foods instead of eating nothing at all.

Foods for Upset Stomach

One of the best ways to treat the symptoms associated with an upset stomach is to simply maintain a healthy diet in which you take extra care to eat the correct food. That is because selecting healthy foods will allow your digestive system to recover more quickly. Doctors commonly recommend what is calledthe BRAT diet for patients suffering from an upset stomach. This diet involves: B-bananas, R-rice, A-applesauce and T-toast. Most people see effective results when following this diet. It should also include fresh vegetables and fruits, edibles with low amounts of cholesterol and fat, food with dietary fiber and lots of water. It is best to have food that is bland, easily digestible and light. It is also important to be careful with what you drink. Here are some of the ideal foods to eat when you have an upset stomach.

Bananas
	Bananas are found in the BRAT diet because they are simple to digest. They allow you to feel full without much work by the digestive system. They will also provide nutrients which can help you stay strong even when sick. This means that bananas can even help eliminate the waste of bad foods from your system. Be careful to only eat bananas if the upset stomach is not joined by vomiting.
Ginger
	In addition to alleviating nausea, ginger also has carminative properties which allow it to relieve gas and bloating. It can help with cramps and digestion and help treat diarrhea as well. Because it contains high levels of antioxidants, it is also able to help the body’s overall health. Ginger can be ingested many ways: raw, with food, in chews or in ginger tea. To improve digestion, you should have a piece after each meal.
Oatmeal
	When you have an upset stomach it is important to eat bland foods and that is why oatmeal is a great option. Because oats contain a great deal of dietary fibers, they are able to help ease your symptoms while improving your stomach’s condition. It also contains a good amount of carbohydrates to help keep your energy levels up. Because it has low levels of cholesterol, it is a very healthy option for your stomach.
Peppermint
	Another great food for upset stomachs is peppermint. That is because it can sooth the digestive tract which provides relief from the symptoms very quickly. It can give very effective results when consumed in tea or oil. Like ginger, peppermint is also a great way to help reduce cramps, gas and nausea without the risk of side effects.
Chicken Broth
	Because upset stomachs can make your digestive system very weak, it is important to eat light food that is easy to digest. Because chicken broth is easily digestible it is a great option for upset stomachs. In addition to being light, it is nutritious as well and can help reduce diarrhea and nausea. If you prefer, you could try vegetable broth instead as it is equally nutritious.
Papayas
	Papayas contain the enzymes papain and chymopapain, both of which can help promote the necessary healthy acidic environment within your stomach while breaking down proteins. In addition, papayas are great at soothing the stomach as they can aid with digestion and decrease irritation. For the best results, eat your papaya before anything else first thing in the morning.
Rice
	Rice is great because it is filling but still gentle on your digestive system. That is why it is recommended as one of the foods in the BRAT diet. Rice absorbs acids and gases in the stomach and solidifies stools, ending diarrhea and an upset stomach. If your stomach is upset it is best to eat it plain although adding vegetable or chicken stock (or yogurt) for flavor will be fine.
Crackers
	Crackers are a great light snack when you have an upset stomach. That is because they are quick and delicious. Ideal ones ware plain or salted crackers or soda crackers. That is because they can be digested easily and stop you from gurgling. Crackers also help absorb your stomach acids, leading to settling it.
Probiotics
	Most dairy products are hard to digest but yogurt can be an exception. That is because probiotics such as yogurt can help relax and soothe an irritated belly. These foods will also provide beneficial bacteria. They can also help with diarrhea (including that caused by antibiotics) and help cool the stomach.
Fresh Juice
	Fresh juices are a great way to replenish your body’s lost fluids. They are easy to digest and light while still being energizing enough to keep you active. Be sure to avoid juices that contain citric acid, however. Pineapple juice can help with digestion and for the best results try having some after each meal.
Water
	If you have an upset tummy, it is important to drink a great deal of water (two to three liters each day). That is because water can dissolve acid and eliminate waste from your system. That means that it can even flush out bad foods that may have caused your upset stomach. Water also helps you make up for lost fluids from diarrhea and vomiting.
Herbal Tea
	Herbal tea is a great way to refresh and smooth an upset stomach. Both peppermint and chamomile are great options as peppermint can reduce colon pain and chamomile will eliminate the upset stomach. In addition, warm tea that contains either ingredient can do wonders for an upset stomach.
Dark Chocolate
	Dark chocolate is a great way to make your bowels move faster. Most people do not refuse chocolate even when they feel nauseous and research shows dark chocolate can help reduce stomach cramps that are caused by bacteria or food poisoning. You can also try mixing hot milk and dark chocolate powder for a great home remedy for stomach aches.

source: http://www.newhealthguide.org/Food-For-Upset-Stomach.html