Sunday weigh in and altered meal plan

I weighed myself again this morning as it has been over half a week since I last weighed myself and once again was shocked to see I hadnt gained anymore weight. While I feel as though I am getting much bigger and I can see physical differences in myself, it doesnt seem to be trsnlating to the scales. Obviously my anorexia is still trying to get me to see my body through distorted eyes but I wont let this change the progress I am making in my recovery. I know I cant trust my anorexia in any eay.

My weight gain has looked liked this so far:
* I have substituted the first number with an X so you see how much weight I have gained without seeing my actual weight just incase you find that triggering.

22/4 (Wed)
X3.8 kg
(Increased intake)

26/4 (Sun)
X4.2 kg
(Increased intake)

30/4 (Wed)
X4.7 kg

3/5 (Sun)
X4.5 kg
(Increased intake)

6/5 (Wed)
X5.0 kg

10/5 (Sun)
X4.9 kg
(Increased intake)

I would like to just wait and see if I gain weight between now and Wednesday before increasing my intake again but I know that this would mean giving into my anorexia, afterall it is my anorexia telling me I dont want to increase my intake again. The real me knows that while i am managing to make some progress with my weight gain, I am not gaining weight at a fast enough rate.

So once again I know I must increase my calories, as it is the right thing for me and my recovery. I am going to add a small piece of fruit to my morning tea each day for example a mandarin, kiwi fruit or some dried apricots. I have also increased my dessert portion so that it alone now contains the same amount of energy as my other snacks and my hot chocolate is just an extra. Before now my dessert and hot chocolate together contained the same amount of calories as my others snacks.

So I have made two small changes to my old meal plan which has once again increased my overall daily intake. My updated plan is as follows;

Breakfast

~1 sachet of Uncle Toby's flavoured oats prepared with 1/2 Cup of milk and

topped with 1 small apple/banana

~2 slices of wholemeal toast with extra thickly spread nut butter

Morning Tea

~1 large serving of cake (i.e. lamington, muffin, slice)

~1 Up and Go meal supplement drink
~ 1 small piece of fruit (mandarin, kiwi fruit or dried apricots)

Lunch

~1 sandwich made with 2 slices of wholemeal bread, butter, protein (i.e. thickly cut belgium, ham or cheese) and Thickly spread tomato Relish

~1 dairy Dessert (i.e. Lerice creamed rice, Danone full fat yoghurt, Custard Snak Pack)

~1 large serving of fruit (i.e. 1 large Banana, 1 cup of grapes, 1 large pear)

Afternoon Tea

~ Chocolate bar (Picnic, Violet crumble, Kit Kat)

~ fruit (Apple, orange)

~ 1 Just juice fruit juice

or

~Chocolate bar (Twirl, Time Out, Aero)

~Vanilla yoghurt

~1 tub of apple puree, stewed rhubarb or sultanas

or

~Nut bar

~Fruit Tub

~2 sweet biscuits (anzacs, custard creams, choc chip cookies)

Tea

~Meat (chicken, fish, silverside, Duck, Venison) or casserole

~Mashed potato

~Vegetables

~Sauce

or

~Large serving of pasta or rice

~Vegetables

Dessert

~1 large serve of Pudding (i.e. Lemon, chocolate, sticky date) or 1 hot apple pie

~2 large scoops of vanilla icecream

Supper

~1 hot chocolate

What do you think of my meal plan? Do you think it is well balanced and adequate?Also, do you think it is a good idea to weigh myself twise a week as I am currently doing or would it be better for me to just do it weekly?