After wasting so many of my life sick and not truly living life, I have learnt that life really is too short to live with regrets and to not just say how I feel. So last night, I was incredibely brave and told the guy I like how I feel about him. We are good friends and have been talking a fair bit over the last few days and even though he has a girl friend, I still wanted him to know how I feel about him.
After being undecided about whether I should be honest with him or not, I finally realised that telling him would not do any harm as I knew that it wouldnt make things awkward between us. We had a pretty long conversation about it, which was amazing and he told me that he has liked me for years and still likes me. I also made him promise to give me a chance, if things dont work out between him and his girl friend ;) which I am secretly (and selfishly) hoping will be the case.
Now we have had this amazing conversation, I am so happy that I was just honest with him. Now, whatever happens, just happens and I wont spend time wondering about what could have been. I honestly have no regrets about telling him at all. The reason I am sharing this little story with you is because I want to inspire you to live with no regrets and to not hide how you truly feel. I honestly think that this is the best way to live and that and highly encourage you to give it a go.
It is alot like recovery I guess, if you wait around just hoping things will work out, they most likely wont. You have to go out and fight for what you want to actually make it happen. I know things may never work out with this guy but I havent lost anything through being honest with him either. We still have a great friendship, but now we also know how amazing we think one another are too.
Good on you! That's something that never gets easier whether you're 5 or 50, haha. It feels good just to clear the air when they're your friends though.
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Yes! I can safely say you've achieved your goal of inspiring. I've spent too much time wondering about what could have been.
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Thanks Bella! X be brave and fight for what you want gorgeous! I know you can do it! X
DeleteI would have been way to frightened to do anything like that once, but strangely enough it seemed really easy.
I think going through something like anorexia really changes you and really makes you realise how you do and dont want to live life. <3
I hope you are doing ok xx
Proud of you, Karly! Xxx
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